who am i

angelsbelonginheaven.file

HOW CAN AN ANGEL BREAK MY HEART?

i love html so much, i love making websites and having my own website, i originally made esoterical because i wanted a place to share my thoughts, esoterical started as just a journal page, with a key that you would click that redirected you to my journal. i wanted a place to post my deepest thoughts with no one knowing anything about me. i then made a main page, my site has changed a lot over this year. i created this website in february 2025. i love aesthetics and energy and things that invoke feeling, i wanted specifically each page to give off a different feeling. i wanted esoterical to be strange and offputting in some ways but also comforting. esoterical started as a home for my thoughts, and now its a home for my mind and creativity.

i started using carrd in 2022, i would switch between using carrd and spacehey for 2 years. howeveer the idea of having my own personal site, entirely from me, felt so freeing. , thats when i discovered neocities. i luv everyone that i follow, and everyone that follows me, i luv everyone that comments on my site. i remember some of my earliest comments on my site.

i dont think i ever plan on sharing my site outwardly to anyone i know , i wanted it to stay as a strange, private space . i appreciate everyone that views esoterical.

HOW CAN AN ANGEL BREAK MY HEART?

[.・。.・゜✭・.୭ ྀི i have a strange fascination (obsession) with everything old web , i love liminal things, i love analyzing energy (too good at this). i luv authentic raw self expression, i love seeing people be themselves completely and entirely without worrying of perception. i love creating art for urself, even when no one else understands it. i luv to ponder, i luv obscure things, things that are left up to interpretation, things that don't make sense, things that stand out, i luv walking, i love ambient music, all types of ambient, electronic ambient, drone ambient , i love plants and lilies and tea and strawberry cheesecake, i luv kitties did i mention kitties?